Roller coaster ride

When I say roller coaster ride... I mean the last two day have been CRAZY!!

Yesterday There was a shooting right here in the town I live in. Officers were serving a warrent. Confidentality of my job, I will not say much. I will say that the officer that past away was my very good friend, Lauren, her cousin. She was in the ER all night. This officer was shot 3 times. The situation didn't really hit home till I spoke to Lauren. Lauren, my prayers are with you. I'm so sorry.

My dad worked for the Sherriff's department when I was a little girl. I have vivid memories of him getting a call, he would pack his bags, not knowing when he would return. and I would just cry. "Daddy don't leave". He tells me how I tore his heart out everytime he left. What if my dad never came home after a horrible night? What if we never had "WHAT IF'S"?

Second, ride I've been on, I applied for a job in maternity. You've read my posts. My DREAM! Well I got an interview. 28 candidates. I can't believe I'm talking about it, but I'm so excited. I only had a phone interview, 2 questions. and all about confilct. I know confict in the work place is common but why interview me about it? I called my girl Callie, Of coarse. She said it souds like I did good. We'll see. Did I mention it's in SLC. :( I had no idea. What a dumb-butt