Chaos

OMG!!

Life has gotten in the middle of my thoughts. I still have them but there just isn't time to write about them.

Work at the hospital has been a challenge.TO SAY THE LEAST> Just when you think your doing great, and under the radar of your boss, she pulls you into the office and says you need to be more assertive with your patients. In my defense, I care about the health of my patients. I think that rest is important because they've been through a lot. But apparently the hospital is not where you come to rest, it's where you come to get better...So Assertive I've become.
I still work at Mountain Ridge, my home. 111 passsed away Christmas Eve, and let me tell you, next to my gramps dying, it was one of the hardest days for me. His family were so generous with letting me spend time with him. A harpest came in and played. One of the most beautiful things I have ever heard and experienced.

It's time to turn on my application for nursing AGAIN! My hopes are HIGH. Like if I don't get in I will cry for a week. I have heard so many rumors that if you make it as an alternate then you'll get in the next semester.. I HATE rumors.

I've had some issues knowing who I am and what I stand for. Let me tell ya, I am getting myself back on track. No more! My family is number 1. When I get into school things will change. I will be relying on those around me the most to care for my little ones but till then, all about them!

I will be back more often, I need to write. I feel so much better.