Wednesday, October 27, 2010

STRESS!

What an understatment!

My hubby is traveling. (Sometimes he has to leave for work) When he is gone my life is thrown upside down and backwards. I have asked him not to be gone on Thursdays because I have school from 8-1:15 and then right to work at 2. Well he's gone. The kids have been OK, and tomorrow I am keeping them home. Not because for any other reason than I'm not sure how to pick them up from school. I know, I'm not going to win the Mother of the Year Award but I had to. Hubby asked his mom to come and stay with me and she said no, She didn't see why she needed to come up here (3 hrs from her house) when I could just take the day off. I was REALLY hurt when I heared this. When is what I'm doing important? I work my tail off, and I deserve help, I deserve Understanding, I deserve someone to be sensitive to my wants. I want to work and go to school. I want to be with my kids, I want to be a nurse, I want a supportive family.

My friends are coming tonight to hang and watch a movie, They just got married in March but they are sooo understanding, and best of all, they TOLORATE my kids and chaos they bring. (Sometimes they leave with a headache, but they NEVER tell me)I wish family was supportive as my friends are!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

How much more can I do?

Hi Everyone,
I'm VERY new to blogging...My friend blogs and I love reading the things behind the scenes. I talk with my friend everyday but some stuff she writes lets me really in to her thoughts. I got to thinking, I have A LOT of thoughts, and maybe someone is out there who can relate to tmy crazy life of chaos....

So here goes!

My name is Susan, I have been married for many year...12, and we have 5 children. I had 2 children when we got married and my hubby loves them bith as his own...More to come on that. I am also a full time student, trying to obtain my RN. One last thing, I work as a CNA at an Assisted Living Center...Whew. that was alot.

Today I want to talk about school, the easiest decision I Ever made for myself, yet it is the most difficult thing I've ever done. I think being a mom is MUCH easier. Sometimes I want to quit but when it comes down to it, I can't imagine quitting. I am the most determined woman out there.

Being a nurse has been my dream since I was 19, and now I'm in my 30's. I have been going to school for two years and I have the longest road ahead of me. I FINALLY have the opportunity to apply to a nursing program, but I know I won't get in. I have a ton of B's and my GPA is teetering on a 3.0